hell without you

Blood drips,
From an open wound,
I watch the clock,
wishing you to come home soon,
I smile at our picture,
and wonder what I should do,
because this heaven truly is,
Hell without you.
Don't ask me why,
Cause I don't know,
Which direction,
Our love will go.
Just take my hand,
And follow me,
Together against the world,
But if only that's what you'd see.
I smile through my tears,
because I have you,
knowing some aren't as lucky,
to know love when it is true.
They say to the world you are one person,
but to one person, you are the world,
I would die for you and you know it,
But I am still just one girl.
So I'll love you forever,
just as long as you love  me,
and even if I was a monster,
together we'd still be.
You say your insane,
but I don't see it,
awesome and loving,
but not crazy in the least bit.
Maybe I silly for saying this,
maybe im just completely mad.
But what if something happened,
what if you became a dad?
Then again, im crazy,
and probably should get smacked,
But I don't care if that's what I get,
for being in love with you.
Your the greatest thing in this world,
and I wish you knew,
but sometimes I wonder,
If you even have a clue.

I love you....